| whhyyy is everything so difficult?
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i like hanging out with new people.
hm, i'd like to return to not caring about what people think. i love brushing my teeth but i'm so hungry. why does everyone know/love brodie? |
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| yup!!!
whatever. harry potter soon. ab roller is HARD. |
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| where's the loyalty, matesssssssssssss? |
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| my mom and grandma just came over i was about to mow the lawn but then it rained my grandma can talk for hours. i'll do it tomorrow before work for maybe $20
i'm finally ok with not talking to brodie at all. i made a list of his bad qualities and a list of my good qualities. i'm not dating anymore pot heads. it's nothing against them...the ones i date just turn out to be bad news bears. it's not that i want to settle down, i just want a really, really good guy friend.
my mom has drawn up a 'contract' for me. how dare i live in HER HOUSE and not pay rent!! i can't make one for her because I LIVE IN HER HOUSE AND SHE CAN TREAT ME HOWEVER SHE WANTS.
yesterday my mom: got a massage ($70) bought a mirror ($30) went out to eat with somebody ($40) bought pillow cases ($15) went to fashion bug ($40)
i think she's doing pretty well...i'm not going to pay for her massages and bullshit when i'm buying $3 razors and $2 face power and shoplifting everything else. like hardcore. thanks wal*mart!!! <3
i filled out another application at cape horn diner. gay porn diner. that would give me a total of THREE jobs.
my hair is trying to grow. i should definitely work out.
I WILL BE AT THE BEACH ON SUNDAY!!! SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT AND FRIENDS AND HAPPINESS AND SUNSHINE.
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| my mom wants me to go off my antidepressants because they make me sleepy. she wants me to wake up at 8 AM everyday. she wants me to pay for room and board, pay for college, pay for my make up, pay for my body wash deodorant, clothing, glasses, shoes, pay for my own car and cell phone. she doesn't buy any of that anyways.
i need a few more money trees. she'll go out to bars, buy lingerie and drive to baltimore 3x a week. back and forth back and forth. she really treats me like crap. she belittles me and insults me daily. i'd honestly kill myself if i didn't have antidepressants. one time she said she was proud of me.
it's been a year and i have all of the same problems. no guy wants me. i'm not really close with anyone. my parents couldn't be bothered. i'm too big. i have little money. how do i fix any of these problems?
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